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July 26th, 2004
05:59 pm
I QUIT. NO MORE UPDATES. NO MORE LIVEJOURNAL DRAMA. I KNOW YOU WILL ALL MISS ME BUT I WONT MISS THE CHILDREN POSTING NAMELESS.
IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME IM ME ON AIM: DAZZLEACTION
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July 8th, 2004
11:45 pm
.add a comment if you would like to added.
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11:45 pm
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN....
i am not a christian. i dont know what i believe. i went along with "the feeling" thinking that i honestly felt something. oh and i didnt. i thought i felt it. i thought i had the spirit. i went along preaching to others thinking i was this person filled with spirit. then one morning i work up and felt like i was living a lie.
by the way all of you people all in my face... i dont care. its my life. NOW STAY OUT OF IT.
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July 7th, 2004
12:35 pm
you know what. the other night i was at starbucks with jessica and there were these bible thumpers near us. first they said they hated people who smoked so what did we do? we lit up. then one of then hate a shirt on saying something about profanity so we said fuck and shit and other profanity. at the time it was really funny to irritate the bible kids by talking about sex, drugs, and rock 'n roll, but now i kind of feel bad.
BY THE WAY. WHERE THE FUCK WERE YOU LAST NIGHT JESSICA?
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July 1st, 2004
08:56 pm
I see: a computer screen
I need: get out of this fucking house
I find: that no one ever reads these
I want: hot hot hot sex
I have: nice breath
I wish: i had someone to hold me
I love: beer
I hate: jeff
I miss: chesley
I fear: living life alone
I feel: alone
I hear: a commerical
I crave: sex.
I search: in all the wrong places
I wonder: if i should call you
I regret: messing up tessa and i's relationship
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
Smiled: i have to smile at work
Cried: when i relized it was only a fling
Bought something: cake from carinos
Watched your favorite movie: a while ago lacey still has it
Had a nightmare: i dont remember those things
Last book you read: party monster
Last movie you saw: the banger sisters (which was great)
Last song you heard: barracuda- heart
Last thing you had to drink: milk
Last time you showered: this morning before work
Last thing you ate: chocolate cake from carinos
Smoked: about an hour ago
Slept with stuffed animals: i have a hippo i sleep with every night
Lived in the moment: i cant remember...
Had a dream that keeps coming back: i dont remember dreams
DO YOU:
Play an instrument: no
Believe there is life on other planets: no
Read the newspaper?: ocassionally
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
Believe in miracles: yeah
Consider yourself tolerant of others: i try. but not mike g
Consider love a mistake?: YES!
Have a favorite candy?: smores bar
Believe in astrology?: i dont understand it
Believe in God?: there is something out there.
Wear hats: no
Believe in magic: no
Pray: sometimes
Go to church: sometimes
Have any pets: frodo
Talk to strangers who IM you?: i love strangers
Have any piercings?: damn carions. no.
Have any tattoos: yes a heart abouve my right elbow
Hate yourself?: frequently, i mess up a lot.
Have an obsession: yes, with a boy who doesnt want me.
Collect anything?: i couldnt i lose stuff
Have a best friend: no :( shes gone.
Wish on stars?: you cant see the stars in the city
Like your handwriting: nah
Have any bad habits: too many, going to bed without taking out my contacts or washing my face ( i know it is gross)
Care about looks?: i like guys who are sexy in MY eyes.
Believe in witches?: no
Believe in Satan?: yes
Believe in ghosts: no
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June 30th, 2004
12:22 am
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June 28th, 2004
07:59 pm
i havent been on in a while. but this weekend was eventful. hung out with lacy and carter with his friends on friday. my brother caused so serious drama with lacy and her boyfriend. oops. went to warped tour with carter. it was awesome because it wasnt hot. alkaline trio, taking back sunday, and coheed and cambria were great. i came back home after riding 2 hours soaking wet riding bitch with 4 guys. partied at andys and relized there is way too much drama at his house.
NO MORE DRAMA. i want a drama free life.
im off tomorrow if anyone wants to be graced with my presence. give me a call. 758-1612<3
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June 22nd, 2004
11:45 pm
where do i start....
well the show was good. of course LTV and hello samuel played great. i didnt get to see civilian, well i saw the first 2 songs but my friend wanted to go home. the charamatics were great not to mention nice guys. i got a free shirt from them and all i had to do was walk on the table. i also go free beer because i am super cute.
saturday was metal fest at teague. it was a bit odd at first. id never hung out with dustin and his friends it was fun but i still dont think i would feel comfortable with them. but yeah metal fest was good. but i had to leave early and go to work. i was suppose to stay the night with a friend because i didnt get off until 3 in the morning but that didnt work out so i had to drive back to longview from kilgore but i think most of the way i drove in the middle of the rode, but hey i am still alive
it seems that all i do it work, work, work, work, tomorrow and the next day i am off!! woooo.
i miss you ashley. <3
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June 17th, 2004
07:17 pm
see you there.
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June 14th, 2004
12:24 am
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Very High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/disorder_information2.html
i am really fucked up. its pretty sad.
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June 12th, 2004
June 9th, 2004
10:59 pm
tomorrow is my last day of training. yay! today the big boss was in the restaurant so i had to take my monroe out and it was out for over 8 hours. its closed. there is no saving that $60 hole :(
so i am thinking about other options
1) repiercing my monroe
2) getting a reverse monroe just for something different
3) septum
if you want to give me your imput that would be awesome.
thanks.
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June 7th, 2004
10:58 pm
whats the use of being an anonmous poster, i dont get it. are you too big of a pussy to leave a name, think i am going to come and kick you ass over some silly internet comment. no. but i just want to know who the heck you are. there is nothing that pisses me off quite as much as reading an anomous comment.
show your true colors.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/bitchy.gif) irritated
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07:53 pm
everyone must go apply to http://www.livejournal.com/community/i_sexed_namer/
its a pointless community. but what the hell.
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June 6th, 2004
08:53 pm
1. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU SEXED JORDAN NAMER? i cant count anymore, most of the time i was drunk, but hey jordan i do remember it.
2. WHY DID YOU SEX JORDAN NAMER? because he is good in bed.
3. WHEN DID YOU SEX JORDAN NAMER? last night
4. DO YOU LIKE IT WHEN I CALL YOU BIG PAPA SMURF? fuck yeah
5. TELL ME A FUNNY STORY ABOUT YOU BEING FUNNY WITH A FUNNY THEME AND A FUNNY SENSE OF HUMOR: well once upon a time there was this guy named jordan namer and he met a wonderful boy named why_male_models. they had hot hot hot boy sex and sold the videos on ebay.
theme= well there is none.
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01:29 pm
yesterday was my first day at johnny carinos and it was nice. we had to watch stupid movies but we were fed italian nachos which rocked.
last night i was going to probably end up sitting at home ot going to alley fest solo then the lady who we babysit her kids asked if i wanted to go work barback at her bar. so i went to kilgore and worked. it was great. i got hit on by old men but i got more tips. so i think i might have a job at a bar now as well. so anyone who is 21 should go to the sports shack in kilgore on night.
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June 5th, 2004
June 4th, 2004
10:54 pm
i got my car today. i cant drive it. we were driving around the fair grounds and i died probably 100000000 times. i quit. no more driving a standard.
tomorrow i take the SAT and i start my new job. woo (about the new job not that SAT) well all wish me luck.
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